{"id":3426,"date":"2021-06-02T09:48:59","date_gmt":"2021-06-02T07:48:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/?p=3426"},"modified":"2021-06-02T09:48:59","modified_gmt":"2021-06-02T07:48:59","slug":"the-peak","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/2021\/06\/02\/the-peak\/","title":{"rendered":"The peak"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I could sent this donation request to some of my friends on WhatsApp, but until now, it feels like begging, or being misunderstood as a beggar.<br \/>\nI had so many support through my friend during the last 9 years.<br \/>\nI just cant sent this around.<\/p>\n<p>The peak<br \/>\nEarlier I spoke about &#8218;a peak&#8216;.<br \/>\nI guess, its hopefully the tension peak. Because I can&#8217;t really stand more than that tension.<br \/>\nIt was an unspoken tension in the air. A tention combined from many factors. A lot to do with the (unknown) past, people dont know where to put the trash, also ignorance. A tention before a solution, which will hopefully now last long.<br \/>\nTo the same time I developed a tention inside of myself, which is not really gone, I take care of it. This feels like a somehow karmic tension, which has now the chance to transform.<\/p>\n<p>A peak, also, in the sence, that my time here is coming to an end or preparing for an end.<br \/>\nI am guided, so my mind does not always know, what comes next, but I can interpret the things happening around me.<br \/>\nIt feels, there is still lot to do here, while a change already happened.<br \/>\nIt feels a bit like, I have to be here another while, with my presence, to help the solutions enfold. To witness and stabilise the enfolding solutions to come.<\/p>\n<p>I love to be guided and to be an instrument.<\/p>\n<p>Thank you<br \/>\nLove Thomas<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I could sent this donation request to some of my friends on WhatsApp, but until now, it feels like begging, or being misunderstood as a beggar. I had so many support through my friend during the last 9 years. I just cant sent this around. The peak Earlier I spoke about &#8218;a peak&#8216;. I guess, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1,10],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3426"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3426"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3426\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3427,"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3426\/revisions\/3427"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3426"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3426"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3426"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}