{"id":3383,"date":"2020-11-13T09:06:52","date_gmt":"2020-11-13T07:06:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/?p=3383"},"modified":"2020-11-13T09:06:52","modified_gmt":"2020-11-13T07:06:52","slug":"perception","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/2020\/11\/13\/perception\/","title":{"rendered":"Perception"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Perception<\/p>\n<p>One day, I learn something about my perception and especially I learn to let go of some fear and be more free. I admit, that perception of recognition of names anyway, but also faces, is often not there. It has been so often in my life, that I felt so awkward and ashamed, that I can&#8217;t remember names or even faces, when I have seen the person only once or sometimes twice.<br \/>\nIt was, when I met Amarjit again. I met him first at the exit of Jiribam, 10 days before that second meeting. He was a policeman, controlling me back in Jiribam, but later we communicated on WhatsApp. He was interested whats going on etc, gave some advise&#8230;.<br \/>\nWhen I saw him second, I did not remember anything of his person, he handed me water and chips, said the day of my fathers death&#8230; and I was confused. Then he said &#8218;I gave you some bananas, when we met first&#8230;&#8216; A big question mark arose in my mind. I searched all the moments of connecting with anyone in the last 5 days or so&#8230;. but could not find any solution of my thought loss&#8230;.. and I searched for a situation, where someone gave me 5, 6 bananas&#8230;. Then after a long while I finally remembered &#8218;But you did not give me some bananas, it was a bunch of 12,15 or more&#8230;.&#8216; but I still could not remember his face&#8230;. but all of the situation. Faces vanish or change in my mind, when I dont see the person anymore or only by writing, phone&#8230;. and I little bit later I could confess freely, thats, how my mind works&#8230;..<br \/>\nThanks Amarjit \u2764\u2764\u2764<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Perception One day, I learn something about my perception and especially I learn to let go of some fear and be more free. I admit, that perception of recognition of names anyway, but also faces, is often not there. It has been so often in my life, that I felt so awkward and ashamed, that [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1,10],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3383"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3383"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3383\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3385,"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3383\/revisions\/3385"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3383"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3383"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3383"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}