{"id":3372,"date":"2020-10-30T08:14:43","date_gmt":"2020-10-30T06:14:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/?p=3372"},"modified":"2020-10-30T08:14:43","modified_gmt":"2020-10-30T06:14:43","slug":"guilt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/2020\/10\/30\/guilt\/","title":{"rendered":"Guilt"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Guilt<\/p>\n<p>There is a feeling of guilt in my system, that I feel not any loss, when my father left his body. It seems, that society wants, that I feel a loss, when a friend or a relative leaves.<br \/>\nBut how can I feel loss, when I am so happy, that he could manage to complete his life. I am so happy for him and I am so happy in myself.<br \/>\nSure, I will miss him here and there, I guess, but I don&#8217;t feel a loss.<br \/>\nI guess, happiness and loss can&#8217;t play together.<br \/>\nIn the moment, happiness governs me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Guilt There is a feeling of guilt in my system, that I feel not any loss, when my father left his body. It seems, that society wants, that I feel a loss, when a friend or a relative leaves. But how can I feel loss, when I am so happy, that he could manage to [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1,10],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3372"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3372"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3372\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3373,"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3372\/revisions\/3373"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3372"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3372"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.steppps.net\/steppps\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3372"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}