My father before transition<\/p>\n
Just when I wanted to leave, early morning, I recieve a message from my brother Ulrich, that my father is on the way to die. My other brother Olaf, lives 400km away, and my sister Conny, who lives normally closed by, and did holiday in Denmark, travelled together, to sit by his bed for the last days and hours.<\/p>\n
So I decide to stay another day in my room. My father Bernhard is in such a long process of illness – dementia – now, its really time to go.
\nI meditate for some hours and to be with him and my family, and I really feel, he has to go now and somehow kick him energetically ‚Its really time to go now, please make the step‘
\nAnd I am happy, that the process of leaving, the process, of going through that gate to an other dimention, the process of leaving the body for transition is invited, that the time has come….<\/p>\n
5 years, since the dementia started, from little forgetfulness towards total being in himself, loosing the ability to speak, and eat for himself, until just sitting in a wheelchair or lying in the bed.<\/p>\n
I am really happy, that this time of transition has arrived.<\/p>\n
Thank you
\nThank you
\nThank you<\/p>\n
I write to my Conny and Ulrich this massage (sorry, only on German):
\nHeute morgen, wie schon \u00f6fter, hab ich mich mit Papas aktuellem Weg besch\u00e4ftigt.
\nErst mal kam ein Schuldgef\u00fchl, nicht gegen\u00fcber Papa, dass ich nicht da war\/bin, sondern gegen\u00fcber euch, Conny und Ulrich. Ihr habt schon soviel tolles und aufopferndes geleistet, und ich bin nicht da, jetzt, um euch zu unterst\u00fctzen. An dieser Stelle mal ein Allerherzlichstes Dankesch\u00f6n an dich, Conny und Ulrich im Zentrum, und drumherum Eure Familien und Olaf….<\/p>\n
Schlie\u00dflich verging das Gef\u00fchl.
\nUnd es blieb zwar Prozess \u00fcber, (Prozess des jetzigen Weges) aber alles war \u00fcberstrahlt von Freude und tiefer Dankbarkeit.
\nTiefe Dankbarkeit, was ich alles Papa zu verdanken habe, was er alles f\u00fcr mich und unsere Familie gemacht hat.
\nUnd Freude, Freude, das der \u00dcbergang eingel\u00e4utet ist. Und f\u00fcr den \u00dcbergang kann ich ihn auch von hier unterst\u00fctzen.<\/p>\n
In Liebe f\u00fcr Euch vor Ort
\nThomas<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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